刺猬 - Landy

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还
傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

i know.. i cant turn back the time..
i know.. wad past is past..
i know.. i should move forward..
i know.. i cant forget everything.. so i'll just keep u safely aside.. and think of u once in a while.. just like what i have been doing for the past years..

i'm sorry for thinking about u again...

it only takes a second to fall in love with someone. but it seems like it takes forever to forget one.
i was too busy to care.. too busy to look.. everytime i gets tired.. i'll stop and rest.. and everytime i do that.. i see you.. i turned around as i thought i've left something behind.. all i see is you.. you.. you.. you.... and nothing else.. why are you huanting me...
it doesnt hurt to think for others. its quite a sweet act actually. is being considerate so difficult? or is it that you aren't sensitive enough? if only every body can stop being so selfish, only thinking for themselves, the world will be a better place. there will be forever is friendships, relationships, kinships..

im lacking behind. its time to buck up. no more time left for whining.

i wish that my wishes will come true. please make my wishes come true okay? =) loves.

Whitney Houston - I Didn’t Know My Own Strength Lyrics

Lost touch with my soul


I had no where to turn


I had no where to go


Lost sight of my dream,


Thought it would be the end of me


I thought I’d never make it through


I had no hope to hold on to,


I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength


And I crashed down, and I tumbled


But I did not crumble


I got through all the pain


I didn’t know my own strength


Survived my darkest hour


My faith kept me alive


I picked myself back up


Hold my head up high


I was not built to break



I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,


I found the light to life


My way out of the dark


Found all that I need


Here inside of me


I thought I’d never find my way


I thought I’d never lift that weight


I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength


And I crashed down, and I tumbled


But I did not crumble


I got through all the pain


I didn’t know my own strength


Survived my darkest hour


My faith kept me alive


I picked myself back up


Hold my head up high


I was not built to break


I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I


Wondered how I’d get through the night I


Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength


And I crashed down, and I tumbled


But I did not crumble


I got through all the pain


I didn’t know my own strength


Survived my darkest hour


My faith kept me alive


I picked myself back up


Hold my head up high

I was not built to break


I didn’t know my own strength

I was not built to break

No no


I got to know my own strength

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin' is hard alone,
Out here on my own

We're always provin' who we are
Always reachin' for the risin' star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears
I've never shown
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in
I may not win
But I can't be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own

I'm itching all over ! I thought it was mosquito bites, but mummy dadddy say its not ! It's just rashes =( but so itchy !! Anyway, applied medicine already. If worsen, I'll just go to the doctor, cause the itchy is unbearable !! =(

OMG! Assignments are piling up !! So many sketches to do.. so many research and development !! Think Think Think !! Draw Draw Draw !! Everyday also got new things to do Zzzz BUT IM HAPPY doing them.. :D:D It keeps me going. They say "It's okay to slow down as long as you don't stop" so.. YEA !! =))

I don't like waking up early -.- (like.. who likes???) I'm just so lazy =p

OFF TO SCHOOL !!! HUGS

I dreamt that he's back !!!!!! )= I dreamt that my Butter is back !! I miss him so much... *sigh* He has a new famliy now. I know he's well taken care of by this new family *because the new family is my friend la* =) Thanks Eric and family for taking good care of Butter. Hope everything is well for you guys =)

I just realised I'm so replaceable. I mean I know I am a long time ago la.. but its so heartbreaking to know that now... the fact is .. I've been replaced.. and the stupidest thing is.. I know it's going to happen.. AND I LET IT HAPPEN !! I don't know why too.. when I know its going to happen.. its like.. i feel useless.. nth i can do.. and I'm at that point where by I'm so tired of everything and I just don't want to care anymore. It's even more heartbreaking to know that my actions are been taken as a changed in person and bad attitude.. I mean.. I have been with these ppl for a period of time which made us go through thick and thin.. share tears and laughters together.. and yet they doesn't understand or rather.. they nv try to understand why am i behaving like that.. so.. I'm so replaceable...... I AM REPLACEABLE !!!!!!