Mei Wei wanna thank all who came to support her on sunday, 8th feb !!! thank you all so much !!! :D:D:D:D:D:D I am so touched !! really !! and very happy that i made it to the finals !! yea yea yea !!! =))

whether i'll win anot i guess it really doesnt matter.. having 1 more chance to stand on the stage and perform is all i am asking for !! =))

these are the ppl i wanna thank personally !!!
yvonne, leonard, ryan, yu quan, janet, tommy, yong quan, my family !!! thank you SO MUCH for coming down to support !! man ting, eric, zheng peng, zech, wei qian, sean, gou rong, thank you for all the smses !! for those that i've left out.. ahaha thank you so much la !!! loves loves.. loves u guys to pieces !! HUGS

i am tired. all these are draining my energy away. but i enjoy it, love it. no matter how dreadful it is, no matter how tired it will made me be, i am very sure i will continue wad i am doing =)) music keeps me alive. being part of it makes me feel wonderful ! choose work you love and you will never have to work a day in your life ! why shouldnt life be about doing wad u love? if you dont enjoy wad u are doing, how can you be really good at it??? i enjoy wad i am doing now, and i will find rooms for more improvements ! never stop learning ! =))

I don't understand...
I don't understand why !!!

I don't understand why human beings are such complicated creatures.
I don't understand how WE human beings' mind and heart work.
One minute you said NO, the other minute you said YES!
Now you are so freaking angry, the next moment you are laughing your hearts out !!!

Please.. emo-monster leave me alone!!

Just when I thought everything is back to where it SHOULD be, you trigger me again.

This is not about you, not about me, not about anybody !!! Things just happen..

I'm just a nobody..

Omg, It's been such a loooooooooooong time since my last update *bleah* Sorry for not updating !! Don't think there's anyone who read my blog too =P

Anyway, quick update !!

Year 2008 is a big change for me!! Big change, great challange, met lots of new ppl and family bond is getting stronger!! =)) I love challanges, but it is very tiring fighting every obstacles I met. Friends come and go, some stay, some left, nevertheless, I love you all the same!! Bcuz without you, my life wont be complete. Family !! many things happen, both unhappy and happy stuffs, shall not list them down, I'm glad it all happened, cuz it brought all of us together.

This year !! Year of the Ox, Year 2009 !! I am going to fight all the way and never give up ! Just like what i've planned for myself last year, this year is no different too !! "No matter what, I will not give up !!" Since I've decided to go for study, I shall work hard and not disappoint those who supported me, and shall not let those who thinks i will not make it be true !! This year is going to be another tough year for me, for everybody. Let's all jia you and fight through this year ! Next year will be a good year for everybody !!! =))

it's ok.. it's really ok..

xing ku yi dian bu yao jing... yi hou jiu hui you hao ri zi guo le..

i'll bite on my teeth and hold on .. i will not give up..

Am I a burden to you, sometimes I wonder.

Everytime I came home, I see the shoes layed all over the place outside the door. I hear laughters of the children in the room. I hear the TV on. Lights were dim. The sense of belonging isn't there. And I started to feel like an "extra" coming out from nowhere. You may not feel this way, but I do.

Hiding in the room, watching TV, going online, doing nothing. I enjoyed having my own time for myself. But how long can it last? I need someone to truely warm my heart and make me feel love. I think the problem lies in me, I know.

Being emotional really drift me away. I have no mood to do anything at all. And only you... can make me feel better.. If only you knew..

Leisure World Cruise Competition !!!
Woohoo !!! I got into Semi-Finals !!! TOUGH FIGHT !!!! Gonna be an exciting one !! wahahhahaha I'm ssssoooooooooooo not confident. *sigh* anywaysssss...... ENJOY CAN ALREADY !!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

money money money...... i need money......... its amazing how you can speak right to my heart ~~ without saying a word... you can light up the dark ~~~ !!! wOot !!! I'm so touched cannnnnnn... when you gave it to me.. I was shocked !!! thinking how the hell you know !!!?? well.. guess that's the power of LOVE !!!! Famliy LOVE !!! FAMILY = Father And Mother I LOVE YOU !! WAHahahhahahaha

Oh man.. i miss dance classsesssss.. !!!! I was watching the "wu lin da dao" last night and I feel so high !!! I wanna dance the night away man !!! omgomgomg.. If only I can dance like from day to night EVERYDAY !!! Wahahhahaa crazyy but SERIOUS !! When you look at urself in the mirror, doing so good, oh my.. the sense of achievement is incredible !!!! and telling yourself NO ! YOU CAN DO BETTER STILL !! omg.. can't imagine la.. must try it urself =)

I don't understand why people work so hard and get themselves all tired and sick. No matter how important your current task is, your health must always be at the best state, if not, how are you able to complete your task successfully when you aren't feeling well?
Yes, Im refering to myself too. I'm very prone to colds. So i kinda changed my diet. I had lotsa fruits and vege, and I can really feel the difference. And exercising too, it's very important. But sadly... I've done it all wrong too.... excess excersing and consuming of fruits makes me big..... super sad la... i've totally lost it.. Don't know what im doing.. I just know I wanna slim down !!!! Now that I've know the correct way of doing it.. I'm not going to destroy it again !!!!!

* Cut down carbo intake
* Try to avoid rice and yellow noodles
* Do not consume too much fruits, they have hidden sugar
* Take fruits only before meals, NOT AFTER, it helps in disgestion
* NO food and defintely NO supper after 8pm
* Break meals into 5 small meals, MOST IMPORTANT MEAL IS BREAKFAST
* Do not go running too much, it'll make you muscular
* Avoid 3in1 coffee and milo
* Take in more water and PURE green tea, it helps to detox
* Avoid meat
* Avoid drinking water at night, it'll cause water retention

I hope this time round I'll be satisfy.

Gal, thank you so much... really.. =)