suppose to go for foot massage appointment with yvonne but i cancelled it. my body just dont feel right to go out. 4 full days of standing, walking around, smiling widely and politely giving flyers to people is really really tiring.... but.. fun =)) yes the IT show is over and i've bought my macbook !! =))
some important things/people in my life has come to its last chapter. i should be upset, i mean.. i AM upset, but i should be glad too. i dunno. i am feeling confused. i don't know what will happen to me tml, i dunno what should i do if chances come again, i dunno what should i do now. i seriously hope i am filled with stuffs to do to keep myself busy and not having the time to think about it. yes, i am avoiding. if only the answer could float in front of me.
human beings are very complicated creatures, i always feel. one minute u think they are ur best of friends, ur love ones, someone whom you cant live without and so thankful that u have met them, the other minute you thought you dun know this person at all. why do one have to have so many different "faces"? yes, at different situation we have to use the correct "face" to face it, but how do ppl know it whether they are being themselves? complicated. taking advantages, taking people for granted, it is happening in every corner of our lives, should we be thinking why about it? or should we just get moving and stop being like a baby. is this called growing up and being mature or stop being childish bcuz there are more important things waiting for us to do. jealousy, many of us ignore the fact that we are jealous about others and then we talk bad abt them behind their back. gossiping is a way of release stress. many does not like it when the gossip is about them, but strangely, many likes it to be involved doing the gossiping. we are jealous of ppl who are more capable. and why cant we people divert the jealousy to some kind of energy to fight back and be as capable? we should not waste time dealing with all this. life is short.
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