updates...
school is starting next monday.. although i have no idea how will it be like back to school after 3 yrs of ding-dong here and there.. im still looking forward to it.. should be exciting i guess = )
lotsa events/performance coming up for Music Clinic !!
24th July Friday
Peter Lao Shi will be performing at VivoCity !!
Time: 8pm-1030pm
Venue: VIVOCITY AMPHITHEATRE, LEVEL 3
Admission is free entry is on a first come first serve basis. Due to limit seating capacity, only the first 1,200 people will be allowed into the main amphitheatre.
25th July Saturday
Food Festival Performance by Music Clinic Students
Venue: Central Fountain @ Clarke Quay
Time: 10pm to 10.30pm
8th August Saturday
A Night With Music Clinic !!!
Venue: Music Clinic
Time: 9pm
this is the very first time Music Clinic organize music camp for their students !! = ) there will be lotsa music related games and activities through out the entire nite !! sure gonna be fun fun and more fun !!! Music Clinic Staffs, Instructors and the Performing Artistes will all be joining in the fun !! =)
ok.. enough of the events..
back to ME !!
life is still the same.. ups and downs here and there.. else life will be boring... but nobody likes it when the downs are here... = ( honestly.. i have not been the cheerful and bubbly mei wei lately... daddy is sick and needs operation next week.. everybody is worry especially mummy.. and this means financially will be weak everything needs money and this will make my parents more worry and headache.. = ( i feel useless bcuz financially i cant do much.. the only thing i can do is earn my own pocket money which i have been doing for the past years.. i dont earn big bucks like my sisters so as they can give a fixed amount to my parents on a monthly basis.. even if so, my sisters have their own family to feed, other expenses to take care as well.. and i still have a younger bro who is still schooling. i know.. all these are not big deals.. but its already enough for ppl to struggle.. especially my parents....
another thing... i feel useless bcuz.. it seems like everybody around me.. is so..... talented... its either they have a real good skill.. or their knowledge is excellent.. or they are so capable in wad they are doing... i look at myself... "what kinda shyt am i...." demoralized i feel.... i have been wondering.. if going back to school is the right choice for me... to learn something new so as to be better.. or staying as it is and try to work something out... i dunno wad's good for me as im too afriad to look what's going to happen.. courage i need.. confidence i need..
at times i'll wonder... if you go extra mile for ppl... all the time... is it really worth it? they may not appreciate you and tendency of them taking you for granted is indeed very high.. so is it worth it? and how to make ppl know that they should appreciate and be thankful that these ppl are willing to go the extra mile for them? saying "thank yous" are easy.. but showing them.. is it as easy?
useless piece of shyt.......
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