Monday, September 29, 2008

HAis !!!!! Got so much to do at work.. aaahhhhh I just hope everything will go smoothly..
I WILL WORK HARD !!!!! =)

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Sick Sick Sick !!! I HATE IT !!! flu flu go away ~~ i want to sing !!!!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I'm still affected by the same old thing. life sux huh?

Should I or shouldn't I? ................................................................. i think i should
Thanks for all the encouragement =)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Temptations temptations .... how to resist tempations ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!
I seriously have to do it. DAMN SAD !!

in the progress of deforming

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

I know.. You are watching over me. Just when I was thinking of giving up everything, you showed me I should not give up. Thank you so much.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

rested for almost 2 weeks. now its time to get back on track. my mood right now is worst than before, cuz there's so much things to do and so little time !!! hhaaaaaaaaiissssssssssss.... and i feel like just running away from EVERYTHING !!

*cries* why am i feeling like this. is it because im all alone, all alone doing all these?





yes.. im alone.

Friday, September 5, 2008

*sigh* throat infection for almost 2 weeks. I cant even talk properly not to say sing. =( Can't perform for tml's event at Holland V. sigh... why am i so "bu zhen qi" !!!!!!!!!! Visit doctor twice and the pain isn't gone yet ! Every morning I wake up I'll feel the pain =(

Work and work and work !!!! Since I can't practice my singing and gym, I have been working and resting.

I know it very clearly that things won't be starting so soon. I won't give up for sure. But I got to be strong too. The road is indeed very rocky. And you think I can't do it, it's okay, many thinks the same too. What difference does it make to have one more you. But I have to thank you, because you made me think that I can do it =)

Life has not been easy for some people recently (including myself). Hang out with some friends or do things that you enjoy to keep yourself cheerful, this will help to lighten your mood. But of cuz, at the end of the day, it's still me myself and i. Sometimes I feel real alone. And often thinks that life is very meaningless. I don't know what am I doing and I really felt useless. Like I know nuts, no skills, know nothing.. useless piece of sh*t. Should I further my studies? I have the urge to. Could some1 nice enough to give me some advice?

I don't want to waste my time.