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BIL has return home !!! Welcome home KOR KOR !!!! =D Now you can rest at home and spend time with you beautiful wife and precious little princess ~~~~ Must take care and get well soon eh?? I'll visit you soon !!!! =)
These few weeks has been difficult for me. Emotionally, mentally, physically. Haa.. Sick Sick Sick.. Flu virus is everywhere.. Weather is having PMS.. Sleepless nights for me.. My best friends has come to find me again..................DARK RINGS.... Although pandas are cute.. but i dont want to be one laaaaaaaaa.... sigh.. just cant sleep at night.. Very tired though !!!
Needa cut down some weight. =(((((((((((
IPOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to IPOH this Sunday !! Will be back on Wednesday =) Promised pictures :D
I wanna thank all my friends who have been there for me all the time.. Always there to listen to my complains and naggings... always there to lend me their shoulder to cry on.. Always there to make me laugh and accompany me when i'm bored... and many more.... Always There.... I love you guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BIG HUGS*
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
My BIL is recovering very well =)
Thank you for those who cared. Thank you for those who prayed for him. Thank you for my lovely understanding colleagues and friends. Thank you all so much !!!! *a big hug to all of you !!!*
I'm down with a bad bad cold. Sudden attack yesterday afternoon. Was practicing my songs and felt something not right, so I stopped and I took a Cold Panadol. Guess what, It got worse -.-" Continuous sneezing and itchyness from the throat. At the end of the day, my throat is very sore and my nose can drop off anytime *sigh*. Couldn't sleep at all due to the pain.
Went to the doctor this morn. As usual, waiting for 2 hours. My doctor isn't around, so today was another one. =( dont like. 1 day MC, so I be good gal today. Rest at home =) *sigh* feels like jelly.
Thank you for those who cared. Thank you for those who prayed for him. Thank you for my lovely understanding colleagues and friends. Thank you all so much !!!! *a big hug to all of you !!!*
I'm down with a bad bad cold. Sudden attack yesterday afternoon. Was practicing my songs and felt something not right, so I stopped and I took a Cold Panadol. Guess what, It got worse -.-" Continuous sneezing and itchyness from the throat. At the end of the day, my throat is very sore and my nose can drop off anytime *sigh*. Couldn't sleep at all due to the pain.
Went to the doctor this morn. As usual, waiting for 2 hours. My doctor isn't around, so today was another one. =( dont like. 1 day MC, so I be good gal today. Rest at home =) *sigh* feels like jelly.
Monday, July 7, 2008
2nd July 2008
Just when everybody thought it's a happy ending, the war has just started. The very next day of my bro-in-law's operation, doctor told my sister that the operation is very successful however his liver had started to harden [Cirrhosis (hardening of the liver)]. He already had hep b but it was under control. Because of the cancer, it erupt the hep b causing his liver to harden. Doctors says there's nothing much they can do, only to give him hep b medication to prolong the liver, as in slow down the speed of hardening. This news hit us like a speeding car. I myself can't stop crying when i got the news. I can't imagine how my sister handle it. Again, I was all alone in school. Panicked. Doesn't know what to do. Kept myself busy with work, it's totally impossible. Called Peter laoshi and told him I have to go to the hospital. The rest of the day, heartbreaking. I stayed in the hospital with my sister until the next morning. Didn't really sleep. I was very worried. My sister was sleeping, she's very tired, tired from all the crying. I couldn't sleep. The nurses are working. Machines in and out of the ward and it scares me. I don't know how many times have I went to check out my bro in law. I just couldn't sleep. My parents came in the middle of the night. I was shocked. They decided not to work cuz they are very worried as well. And part of the reason why I couldn't sleep was because there's an auntie snoring very loudly.....JUST BESIDE ME.... nice one -.-
3rd July 2008
Asked for off. Very tired. Very worried. Very scared. Very agitated. Stayed in hospital the whole day. No appetite but forced myself to eat. Bro in law's condition still the same. But his wounds are healing very fast. That's a very good sign. He's very determine to recover. But he's in so much pain. Half of his stomach is gone. I don't know what else is being cut off. I only know he's in alot of pain *heartbreaking* So many tubes around him. He can't move. :'( My sister and I accompany him to do some exercises. He needs to do this breathing exercise to expand his lungs and breath like normal healthy people. He's very giddy due to the overdose of morphine(pain killer) so he can't count how many times he has actually breathe in and out so my sister and I count for him. He was very tired. So he rest the whole day.
4th July 2008
This whole week we have been in and out of the hospital checking and accompanying my bro in law. My parents give up biz at the stall for the week cause they have no mood to work, too worry for my sister and my bro in law. My other 2 sisters too. Take turns on leave to accompany my big sister. I went back to work today. So many things to do. So many things to follow up. Totally no mood to do anything. Forced myself. Very "xin bu zai yan" *sigh* After work, I went to the hospital.
5th July 2008
My big sister stayed at my place almost the entire week, with my baby niece. Baby niece kept having nightmares. Sister believes is because baby niece frequent the hospital with us, she got scared that's why always nightmares, and her poo poo was green in colour. *sigh* I went to work with no mood at all. Agitated easily, still I pull through the day. Wanted to go over to visit my bro in law after work. But sis and parents came over instead. So went home cuz bro in law says he wants to rest. Tired... I am very tired.
6th July 2008
Work as usual. Tired as usual. Visit my bro in law after work. He has moved to the normal ward. =) Doctor says he can breath normally now and he is off from the morphine(pain killer). He's still in pain, but bareable. All his actions are small and careful, even talking or coughing or sitting up, because it was his stomach muscles, so basically all his movements must be careful. And his internal organs have not fully recover yet, so the pain the still there. He can't eat as his stomach is not working yet. He can have sips of water, but very very very very little cause he still feel the pain. He had his bathe today =) He was very happy. And finally after almost a week, he sees his precious baby gal. He doesn't know about his liver problem yet. He kept asking big sis how's his condition, maybe he suspect somethign is wrong, or maybe he's just worried for himself. *sigh*
I'm really happy, glad, relief............ I don't know what other words to describe my feelings... that he's recovering very fast from the opearation...Although nobody knows how's his liver condition now... but doctors say he's doing very well... things are under control... my sister is really happy.... tml everybody is back to work...
Although we are not blood related...........you are still my brother........ I love you dearly like I love my family.... Don't you dare walk away from me alrite? You have always been there when my family or myself needed help. You gave us laughters all the time. All of us know how much you love my sister and how dearly you dote on her. All of us know how much you hope for a child of your own with my sister. All of us know how hardworking you are as a father, husband, friend, brother. You are always doing for others. Even if so, you only complain or make some noise. You are always so tired, give you 2 minutes, you'll be sound asleep, snoring. I still remember the first day I met you, can't remember where, but I remember we are having lunch with my sister and my brother. I am very sure how much my sister and your precious baby means to you. And I am very sure how much you would want to spend your life with them till you grow white hair and lots of wrinkles. All of us too, wants to see you grow old with white hairs and wrinkles. So... be strong ok? Recover fast !!! We shall go fishing again !!! =)
Kor... I love you *hugs*
Just when everybody thought it's a happy ending, the war has just started. The very next day of my bro-in-law's operation, doctor told my sister that the operation is very successful however his liver had started to harden [Cirrhosis (hardening of the liver)]. He already had hep b but it was under control. Because of the cancer, it erupt the hep b causing his liver to harden. Doctors says there's nothing much they can do, only to give him hep b medication to prolong the liver, as in slow down the speed of hardening. This news hit us like a speeding car. I myself can't stop crying when i got the news. I can't imagine how my sister handle it. Again, I was all alone in school. Panicked. Doesn't know what to do. Kept myself busy with work, it's totally impossible. Called Peter laoshi and told him I have to go to the hospital. The rest of the day, heartbreaking. I stayed in the hospital with my sister until the next morning. Didn't really sleep. I was very worried. My sister was sleeping, she's very tired, tired from all the crying. I couldn't sleep. The nurses are working. Machines in and out of the ward and it scares me. I don't know how many times have I went to check out my bro in law. I just couldn't sleep. My parents came in the middle of the night. I was shocked. They decided not to work cuz they are very worried as well. And part of the reason why I couldn't sleep was because there's an auntie snoring very loudly.....JUST BESIDE ME.... nice one -.-
3rd July 2008
Asked for off. Very tired. Very worried. Very scared. Very agitated. Stayed in hospital the whole day. No appetite but forced myself to eat. Bro in law's condition still the same. But his wounds are healing very fast. That's a very good sign. He's very determine to recover. But he's in so much pain. Half of his stomach is gone. I don't know what else is being cut off. I only know he's in alot of pain *heartbreaking* So many tubes around him. He can't move. :'( My sister and I accompany him to do some exercises. He needs to do this breathing exercise to expand his lungs and breath like normal healthy people. He's very giddy due to the overdose of morphine(pain killer) so he can't count how many times he has actually breathe in and out so my sister and I count for him. He was very tired. So he rest the whole day.
4th July 2008
This whole week we have been in and out of the hospital checking and accompanying my bro in law. My parents give up biz at the stall for the week cause they have no mood to work, too worry for my sister and my bro in law. My other 2 sisters too. Take turns on leave to accompany my big sister. I went back to work today. So many things to do. So many things to follow up. Totally no mood to do anything. Forced myself. Very "xin bu zai yan" *sigh* After work, I went to the hospital.
5th July 2008
My big sister stayed at my place almost the entire week, with my baby niece. Baby niece kept having nightmares. Sister believes is because baby niece frequent the hospital with us, she got scared that's why always nightmares, and her poo poo was green in colour. *sigh* I went to work with no mood at all. Agitated easily, still I pull through the day. Wanted to go over to visit my bro in law after work. But sis and parents came over instead. So went home cuz bro in law says he wants to rest. Tired... I am very tired.
6th July 2008
Work as usual. Tired as usual. Visit my bro in law after work. He has moved to the normal ward. =) Doctor says he can breath normally now and he is off from the morphine(pain killer). He's still in pain, but bareable. All his actions are small and careful, even talking or coughing or sitting up, because it was his stomach muscles, so basically all his movements must be careful. And his internal organs have not fully recover yet, so the pain the still there. He can't eat as his stomach is not working yet. He can have sips of water, but very very very very little cause he still feel the pain. He had his bathe today =) He was very happy. And finally after almost a week, he sees his precious baby gal. He doesn't know about his liver problem yet. He kept asking big sis how's his condition, maybe he suspect somethign is wrong, or maybe he's just worried for himself. *sigh*
I'm really happy, glad, relief............ I don't know what other words to describe my feelings... that he's recovering very fast from the opearation...Although nobody knows how's his liver condition now... but doctors say he's doing very well... things are under control... my sister is really happy.... tml everybody is back to work...
Although we are not blood related...........you are still my brother........ I love you dearly like I love my family.... Don't you dare walk away from me alrite? You have always been there when my family or myself needed help. You gave us laughters all the time. All of us know how much you love my sister and how dearly you dote on her. All of us know how much you hope for a child of your own with my sister. All of us know how hardworking you are as a father, husband, friend, brother. You are always doing for others. Even if so, you only complain or make some noise. You are always so tired, give you 2 minutes, you'll be sound asleep, snoring. I still remember the first day I met you, can't remember where, but I remember we are having lunch with my sister and my brother. I am very sure how much my sister and your precious baby means to you. And I am very sure how much you would want to spend your life with them till you grow white hair and lots of wrinkles. All of us too, wants to see you grow old with white hairs and wrinkles. So... be strong ok? Recover fast !!! We shall go fishing again !!! =)
Kor... I love you *hugs*
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Everything happen so fast. But I'm glad things are back to normal now =)
However, I'm utterly upset that I'm been accused of something which I did not do.
27th June 2008
Woke up with a weird feeling. Something isn't right. Dread myself to work. Luckily didi came and somewhat accompany me and he practiced his songs. And all of a sudden, I feel that I'm losing control. 3rd sister called, crying, telling me that my big bro in law isn't in a good condition now and my parents ask me to go over to SGH to accompany my big sister as she all alone there. Noone's in school yet, and I was so "kanjiong" cause I can't leave the school just like that. Stupid thoughts running through my head. I just can't get myself to calm down and do things. Physically I'm working, mentally is nothing. Rushed to SGH once Peter laoshi came in. Stayed at the hospital with my family, waiting for the surgeon to tell us what's going to happen. But they didn't come. Nurse told us tomorrow after 8am surgeon will make their way.
28th June 2008
Woke up damn early, 6am. Washed up and waited for my big sister, 3rd sister and 3rd bro in law to come over with my baby niece. We went to the hospital to wait for the surgeon. My bro in law was smiling happily when he sees us. When the surgeons came, his face changed. The surgeon told us what my bro in law had was something call "Bile Duct Cancer" and a "whipple operation" will be done. It's actually a major operation, but recovery is 95%. =) I went to work after that. After work back to SGH again =) Big sister and baby niece sleeping over at my place.
29th June 2008
Woke up early again. Saw baby niece playing and having her breakfast. Everybody prepared and went to SGH. As usual, I left for work and back to SGH after work. I don't know exactly how my big bro in law feels. But by the look from his face, I know he's really scared and worried no matter how many times we assure him that everything will be fine. After that we headed home for dinner.
30th June 2008
Woke up early. Went for vocal lesson. I have no mood at all. Jason Laoshi said I have improvements !! I was very happy because last week I was so upset that I have no improvements at all. And I have been working on it. And yes !!! I done it =) BUT NOT ENOUGH, I have much more to improve on. *jiayou ba ~~* Head back home after lesson and rest awhile then out again to my big sister's place. Then to SGH. Accompanied my bro in law for the rest of the day, and prepared his feelings for tomorrow's operation. The operation supposed to be today. Some of the major doctors not around, so they don't want to take risk, want the whole team to be there for the operation. Oh well, I don't know what to say. EVerybody is tired, everybody is worried, but still, everybody smiles and laughs =)
1st July 2008
Woke up early. Prepared and off to SGH. My parents, 3rd sister and bro in law, 2nd bro in law, and of cuz my big sister waited with my big bro in law for the nurses to prepare him for the operation. Scared and worried is all writen on his face. We all know nothing will happen, but we just can't help worrying bcuz he's someone we love so much =) I went to work, took half day, then back to SGH and waited together with my family. We accompanied him through the entire operation. Seeing him out of the theater and into his ward, soundly sleeping, then we went home. Everybody went home with a smile.
2nd July 2008
Upset. Of cuz it's nothing to do with my bro in law. I'm really glad that he's okay now. I guess i'll just keep it to myself because noone knows it better than I do. So No point explaining to people who doesn't seem to trust or understand. Oh well.. *shrugs* Tired, all the waking up earlies and reaching home late at night, all the travelling and time spent in the hospital, is all making me weak and lost of appetites.
Thank you so much =)
However, I'm utterly upset that I'm been accused of something which I did not do.
27th June 2008
Woke up with a weird feeling. Something isn't right. Dread myself to work. Luckily didi came and somewhat accompany me and he practiced his songs. And all of a sudden, I feel that I'm losing control. 3rd sister called, crying, telling me that my big bro in law isn't in a good condition now and my parents ask me to go over to SGH to accompany my big sister as she all alone there. Noone's in school yet, and I was so "kanjiong" cause I can't leave the school just like that. Stupid thoughts running through my head. I just can't get myself to calm down and do things. Physically I'm working, mentally is nothing. Rushed to SGH once Peter laoshi came in. Stayed at the hospital with my family, waiting for the surgeon to tell us what's going to happen. But they didn't come. Nurse told us tomorrow after 8am surgeon will make their way.
28th June 2008
Woke up damn early, 6am. Washed up and waited for my big sister, 3rd sister and 3rd bro in law to come over with my baby niece. We went to the hospital to wait for the surgeon. My bro in law was smiling happily when he sees us. When the surgeons came, his face changed. The surgeon told us what my bro in law had was something call "Bile Duct Cancer" and a "whipple operation" will be done. It's actually a major operation, but recovery is 95%. =) I went to work after that. After work back to SGH again =) Big sister and baby niece sleeping over at my place.
29th June 2008
Woke up early again. Saw baby niece playing and having her breakfast. Everybody prepared and went to SGH. As usual, I left for work and back to SGH after work. I don't know exactly how my big bro in law feels. But by the look from his face, I know he's really scared and worried no matter how many times we assure him that everything will be fine. After that we headed home for dinner.
30th June 2008
Woke up early. Went for vocal lesson. I have no mood at all. Jason Laoshi said I have improvements !! I was very happy because last week I was so upset that I have no improvements at all. And I have been working on it. And yes !!! I done it =) BUT NOT ENOUGH, I have much more to improve on. *jiayou ba ~~* Head back home after lesson and rest awhile then out again to my big sister's place. Then to SGH. Accompanied my bro in law for the rest of the day, and prepared his feelings for tomorrow's operation. The operation supposed to be today. Some of the major doctors not around, so they don't want to take risk, want the whole team to be there for the operation. Oh well, I don't know what to say. EVerybody is tired, everybody is worried, but still, everybody smiles and laughs =)
1st July 2008
Woke up early. Prepared and off to SGH. My parents, 3rd sister and bro in law, 2nd bro in law, and of cuz my big sister waited with my big bro in law for the nurses to prepare him for the operation. Scared and worried is all writen on his face. We all know nothing will happen, but we just can't help worrying bcuz he's someone we love so much =) I went to work, took half day, then back to SGH and waited together with my family. We accompanied him through the entire operation. Seeing him out of the theater and into his ward, soundly sleeping, then we went home. Everybody went home with a smile.
2nd July 2008
Upset. Of cuz it's nothing to do with my bro in law. I'm really glad that he's okay now. I guess i'll just keep it to myself because noone knows it better than I do. So No point explaining to people who doesn't seem to trust or understand. Oh well.. *shrugs* Tired, all the waking up earlies and reaching home late at night, all the travelling and time spent in the hospital, is all making me weak and lost of appetites.
Thank you so much =)
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