dont have to lie. why a need to lie. whats there to hide. its not something important or big secret. if its something that everybody knows then why is there a need to hide from others. childish. i have better things to do. work is work. play is play. if u doesnt know how to differentiate then go away. i am serious when it comes to work. pls dont ever try to fool around with me during work. so i guess i need to spell it out so clearly. i am pissed. i am angry. i am disappointed. dont ask me whats wrong. dont act like u undersatnd me well. i can be the nicest person on earth. i can be the worst too. step on my tail and thats it. mind ur own biz. do ur job and no more questions asked. sometimes its better not to ask so much. this is life. more work less talk will save ur ass.

i wont dislike ppl if they nv step on my tail. i wish to be loveable and frenly too. who dont?

reflect please. everybody. including me.

16th August
Performance was a disaster !!! wahhahaha oh man.. at least all of us managed to pull through. GOOD SHOW EVERYBODY !! we performed on the same day, we performed on the same stage, we are a team yesterday !!!! =) loves.

my family went to support me. loves. my friends went to support. loves.

watched Claire Guo Jing at Lunar last night. Oh my God.. she's real good. she sounds like CD quality. except that there are some notes where she went off. BUT !!! overall is fantasic. and of cuz.. she's really adorable. =)

took lotsa pictures yesterday !! i hope i can upload them soon. my laptop crashed. =( sigh.. shoulders aching. can somebody nice enough to massage my shoulders for me ???? =p

Always expect the unexpected.

That is why I'm always not surprise/shock when things happened. Usually I'll just think of what should I do next when things happen instead thinking and asking why it happened. This time round, I failed.

I feel like a lost child, with no home. I dislike this feeling.

I know many loves me. But I don't feel the love.

I know many dislikes me. AND I CAN FEEL IT.

Determination. I need. Rest. I need.

I know... I understand..

I want.. I will..

There's a few things i'll always do when I am upset. I'll go for a jog, to sweat it out. Or Hello Panda biscuits will accompany me, note..only strawberry flavour will get the job done.

So...... I went gym this morning... sweat it all out... feels damn shiok.... And i had hello panda biscuits in the afternoon... supposingly my mood should be better.....

guess not.. =)

I want to go to a far far far far far faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away land..

Where there's a beautiful waterfall.. green grass land.. cool breeze...

Or maybe a house beside a peaceful sea.. smell of the sea.. windy..

or better... just take me away.. away from this world..

once away... please forget abt me everybody.. =)

Oh my Goddddddddddd~~~~~~~~~~~ It's been so long since my last entry.
Busy busy... has been crazy weeks for me. SERIOUSLY I AM GOING CRAZY. Pictures up soon !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My lappy died on me =(