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Am I a burden to you, sometimes I wonder.

Everytime I came home, I see the shoes layed all over the place outside the door. I hear laughters of the children in the room. I hear the TV on. Lights were dim. The sense of belonging isn't there. And I started to feel like an "extra" coming out from nowhere. You may not feel this way, but I do.

Hiding in the room, watching TV, going online, doing nothing. I enjoyed having my own time for myself. But how long can it last? I need someone to truely warm my heart and make me feel love. I think the problem lies in me, I know.

Being emotional really drift me away. I have no mood to do anything at all. And only you... can make me feel better.. If only you knew..